Stressball

Since having children, I've become the. biggest. stressball.  I used to travel the country, heck the world, and I wasn't as stressed out and freaked out about things as now that I'm a mom!  Now, I seriously have heart palpitations whenever one of my kids coughs once or has a runny diaper.  I freak out about the "what ifs" more than I EVER thought I would.  I've become that person.  The one that whenever you don't have kids, you say, "I'm NEVER going to be like that!".  Yup.  That's me.  And if when I have some sort of ache or pain, I always think the worst.  What.  The. Heck. Has. Happened. To. Me. ?!  So, this is me acknowledging I have a serious problem.  I have got to let go and just let God rule my life.  There's no way I can change whatever does really happen.  So I might as well STOP being a GIANT stressball.  All the time.  I need to just enjoy my life and my kids.  And not worry.  All right.  I'll have to come back and read this and see how I'm doing.....